Please watch this video

 Now this is what the media tend to keep on the down low when feeding us images of young black men today. This young man is not alone i am sure we have a few more. I am very happy to see he is really getting it in.

Hit or Miss

I am not really sure i did like this girl i am just not feeling this what do you think ?

What do you think

I really like her, vocie is nice something good coming out the UK London stand up.

I love this song

 I do have a little story when i was in a good mood humming this down the street i found money.

Stay with it trust me the book is good

World Wide Woman

Real

What does the word REAL mean not on no hype but the world we live in so fake and full of people wearing more than one mask. I must say for my most part people who dislike me find that i am too real and i feel i could do more work on the real me. I am really putting it in i have to look at who i really am and not get gassed on the long term looking at the now looking at what is really going on is a must and that is what i will be doing over the next month keeping my eye's open. Right now i am so hungry and i got to do what i got to do to feed me and keep it real. For Real For Real.Do you feel you keep it real to yourself or can you put your hand up and say i am fake? If you just put your hand up well welcome, you have just taken a step to the 1st level of the real walk.

Walk with me people.

I Got 2 Do it for me.

Well Well the past 6 months i came up with some many little small steps to help with the big one and it has not worked out. I would say it has been great learning what i am doing now is what the teachers told me all along. The Big step does not need me working toward it i just need to get on with it and i am. It is a big risk that i feel is worth all i have The Beauty Within show for women of colour. It is a great day out with the girls that look's at beauty all round not just your external but taking the time out to go deep. Giving you more choice in all products and brand's the ethnic woman in London has become the forgotten consumer yet we still spend billions on things we do not need. Well ladies I have not forgotten you. Beauty Within Show London Aug 1st 2010 i am loving everything i am doing. This is my thing

Keep the Dream Alive

Today i just felt like i need to have a look at what i am working so dam hard for i have found something along the lines. I am so locked in i was a bit off the last few days with all the Birthday fun but it is all over now.Got to tune on in.

Wow My Birthday was on the 11th of July and will end on the 18th i am loving it 24 is the one people.I just want to thank everyone that came out to my Dinner party i just feel so blessed to have each and everyone of you in my life. I never stop hustling big shout out to MTV you put a big spring in my step trust me watch this space people. Sunday was crazy church was so on point Mich they where so speaking our lingo.I did not think i was having two cakes and all them cupcakes I am queen of the cupcakes now. Angi thanks for the cake it was so nice gonna eat that right now. As for Ann she puts RED in Red velvet cake no one can make this cake they way she did as for the presentation I am the Queen say no more. I am off to my drink up got get my swag on. Still no dress for my Motown party on sat any ideas. I love 24 people, love it this is the best b'day i have every had.

www.hierarchyevents.co.uk

Morning all,
It has been on my mind for two days and last night I did not sleep well. I have given birth to an events company called Hierarchy. My intention is to provide people with a number of different events to attend and also to host event's for my client's in some of London’s most favorable spots. I am one black woman who never pulls the race card when I am around white people who make black joke's I will call them out on there bull shit. I have never compromised myself and tried to act white to become successful or get ahead and many black people do. This does nothing for anyone when a white person has that one black friend who is trying so hard to put there colour to the back of there mind and create these deluded self identity's that only make white's comfortable it makes my job so dam hard. I am well mannered and well spoken but I do not where bright pink leggings fluorescent dress’s and act like I am still in uni. All of this is deemed a big problem venue's I go into have a verbal NO BLACKS SIGN I am not a promoter I am an event's coordinator they do not ask me about what I do my company they just let me know NO R&B,NO HIP HOP, and NO BLACK KIND OF PEOPLE today I am calling them out Bar Music Hall hurt me the man was behind the bar. I walked over he was not looking at me and said can I help you I said “Hi” he was still not looking at me when I asked him about the venue he looked up and said “ this is it good luck bye”. Queen Hoxton was so simple “Hi no R&B what do you what to do”. Do you want me to show you around a bit better? No R&B or that kind what so ever we do not take that on at all I never said I wanted to do an R&B or anything. Now I know I am black but I have never made it an issue in anything I do when I went to uni all the black people laughed at the black jokes tried to fit in I was like hell no you didn’t. Now I am doing business the last thing on my mind is not being able to book a club or a conference space because of my colour it is 2009 and nothing has changed. I have spoken to white people about this and they say what area do you work in does it matter they say yes it is just like that down there well we will see about that. I have a dream and a vision and my client's are not all black but because I am I can not get the job done no face to face just phone call's and emails are you kidding me I could go on forever. My book will be out soon to be continued …………

Home Bar June

I had a good night i got nice feels great putting on events under my own company it is happening i am doing my thang. Things are really looking up BIG THANKS to all the people that came down and made it happen.See you JULY18TH

Good Space

I am in a good space doing me and getting back into my grove.It took time but i am here and it feels Fab i do not intend to give this up with ease;I have an event coming up on the 18th June and things seem to be really looking up i am gonna enjoy and have fun.
24th is a big day i have a meeting that could change things every meeting feels like that and then you get there and have to unpack the bull.This i think is gonna be real good i can just feel it.As i sit here and type i think back to my teens when i was working hard and working on my own project with some really BIG DREAMS and on a real they all came to light in time i only have a few outstanding and i have now put myself in a space where i can start a whole new set of DREAMS. Some days have felt so long i have wanted to give up then i ask myself do you really want to give up your freedom my answer is NO KEEP THE DREAM ALIVE.

I AM LOCKED INTO MY DREAM.

YO SUSHI

I love you to Mark you make the experience fab xx.

If u only got £10

Primark has got u

If u have not got Gucci money Primark has got u lady's feel no shame.

Must Have

You can get a pair on the cheap a summer must have.

Thank God For Mac

My B'day cake

I have to go find the right cake this weekend i will be tasting for my event in June and my B'day humming bird bakery Aziza is on her way.

Mind ur Biz

I just want to make you aware that locking in to your Dream is one tool you need.
It is all about you and what your doing, Make your ish happen.
Do what you got to do, Be where you need to be please people do not waste time
Does what you do in your spare time do anything for ur biz?
Make that dream your reality
Mind ur what ?
BIZ.

Hackney Empire

Iyanla vanzant


Our minds work like a garden. It is fertile ground that accepts any and everything we plant. Good or evil, constructive or destructive, our lives will bear the fruit of the seeds we plant in our minds.

So i went to this event and it was not what i expected i was in the mind set that for some reason we would be talking about Success maybe that is because that is the only thing on my mind. Anyway it was good just a bit crazy coz of who i went with not sure it is the place to be with someone i once loved. They spoke about life love and break up's. I have been getting more from it as i reflect i feel so blessed to have the people and great opportunity's in my life. We spoke about this show and he got alot from it. I feel that it confirmed alot for me interm's of how i have been living my life and how i deal with my ish. I am on the right path the crazy thing about this whole experience is that i still had this little tiny bit of love left telling myself i had let it go when i was still getting over it. It cost just over £20 to be so over it loool. I feel happy for what was and blessed for what is. My fear of getting hurt has been dismissed i feel ready for what is to come i see my future with he who see's one with me. I now value the friend and feel good about my choice to love me 1st and love u for u not what i want or what role i feel you should play in Aziza's World i could go on so i will save it for my book.

Ready

I have been ready for so long
I just kick back and wait for life to say go
The time has come glad i did not rush it
Everything happens for a reason

As i grow old i think to much
I waited so long for this day now it is hear i feel funny
I have always wounder when the day comes of the new day of your life
When you make it
Like when a rapper gets that deal what does it feel like.

I know now it is funny
I am happy but scared and feel funny
I cry coz i wanted this so bad
Now i have i got to work on keeping it

God has got me so bring it on
LA sorry i missed your last call

Think Rich Grow Rich

I need a real friend

What happen to Kim ?

Kelis the mama

FALL

I do not want to fall into anything.

If you fall you drop, you hit so you hurt.

So why do we Fall in love?

How can you get into love with out falling ?

LOVE

NO TIME 4 BITCHassness

10. Guys who wear pants so tight u can see their calf muscles and CLAIM they're straight! that's BITCHassness..lol

9. The definition of bitchassness is telling someone they cant do something because you failed at it yourself.

8. BITCHASSNESS = Tellin people your weave is your hair.... COME ON NOW LADIES. He will know when he touches it....lol

7. My definition of Bitchassness? A.I.G....!!! ?

6. N*ggas that wear colored contacts... LOL LOL!!!!!

5. Women that lie & say they don’t usually give head on the first date... LOL!!!

4. BitchAssNess is when someone's negativity or negative qualities drag down the efforts of us as individuals...

3. Bitchassness is not taking care of ur kids, because the baby mamas don't want to take care of you!! LOL!!

2. Tweeters who expect to get a reply to EVERYTHING they say-"i'm not following diddy anymore, he nvr tweets back!"

1. Bitchassness=giving up on your dreams!.. NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS!


This is why we FUKKS with Diddy. Dude is off the chains … Kinda hurt our feelings little bit with number 8